
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Hi ! I'm back ! With this another fan account on ... /rolls drums/ BEAST !
My boys stepped foot on the island on 2 march 2011 . Boy m i miss them so ...
Finally took the time out to type out my memories . ><
I miss YangYoseob ~ D: Meh .
keke . Like the name of their concert says , it's Beautiful Show , and that name wasn't at all a let down . My boys was as beautiful like they always had been . Tho i would like to emphasize on that the stage wasnt even at all proper . And moreover , it was a money sucking company that organized it . Pfft . Ohwellz .
Back to my point , for this time , tho my blog there says that " I'm Lee Sungyeol's " >< if you guys all do not know , B2UTY IS MY NUMBER ONE FANDOM . Just that Sungyeol is my ideal type . :x
Okayokay , no drifting . >< for this time , i wont be writing a FULL FANACCOUNT . Why ? Cos i'm only gonna write what happened . I dont even rmb at what song did things happen at . >< But i'll include the song list at the end . ^^
So ... during Special , the opening song , they usual wont start fanservice YET . But that didn't exactly stop Dongwoon from noticing me . I have no idea why actually . But most prolly cos i didnt hold a fanboard . >< i had no freaking time to do and print photos . D: Then during their first break / interaction time , Junhyung was standing nearer to me . ( I was in the first row of Pen B fyi . >< ) but his collar wasnt proper after the dance of somesorts . So me and Cheryl was shouting " Junhyung oppa ! Junhyung Oppa ! " and waved and did all sorts of hand gestures to attract his attention . And guess what , HE LOOKED AT US ! AND WE POINTED AT OUR COLLARS AND POINTED BACK TO HIM . He gave us a lil blur look at first . But after we did it the second time , he understood and he nodded his head at us and smiled and shifted his collar back in place . ^^ kekeke .
Then , during a particular song , when Seobie was sitting down , me and Cheryl " threw " hearts at him . ( you know , when you form a heart and pretend to " throw " at someone . Okay whatever you get it . >< ) he saw and looked down a mehrong-ed at us !!!!! I WENT SPAZZING LIKE LITERALLY HARDCORE . AND HE LIKE LAUGHED AT ME FOR DOING SO . .______. STUPID SEOB . ><
The second time , i forgot what song was it tho but then the lighting was orange . >< If i'm not wrong they were sitting down . Then my hand could actually intercept between the lighting . So i sorta " played " with the lighting and seobie saw . AND GUESS WHAT HE LAUGHED AT ME AGAIN . HEH . NVM THAT WAS NOT THE END . SO I GAVE HIM THE SUPER SHY SMILE FOR BEING " CHILDISH " . AND HE LIKED SMILED AT ME SHYLY AS WELL AND THEN LAUGHED AGAIN . SILLY BOY . I STILL LUB YOU K .
♥Then , Dongwoon during i think one of the encore songs , HE ALMOST TOOK MY FREAKING POLAROID CAM K . GELYN AND JASLYN THEY ALL ARE MY EYE FREAKING WITNESSES . AND FUCK THOSE BITCHES WHO SQUASHED ME AND FRIGHTENED DONGWOON OFF . KNNNNNNNN . k chill Geraldine chill . ._.
Ah i freaking lazy type eh how . Kkkkkkk i go do homework liao . kk ? bye . xD Sorry ah . Super lazy today . :x
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
9:11 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2012
We've been friends for 7 going on 8 years now . And look what has become of this .
Within these 8 years we've been friends , we've been thru shit loads of problems . and we still over came things . ever since going into sec one , things changed . i still rmb when in sec one , I WAS STILL ABLE TO TELL YOU THINGS . like even the most unfavourable thing . and look at what's it now ? we aint even talking . it's really fine if you dont tell me everything . nobody said you had to account to me for everything . after the sec one incident where i was a loner in a way , we already stopped talking . cos why ? you were with them . i didn't even dare breathe to you a single word . after that , we didn't talk . i found my " new " friends and you found yours . we drifted , we changed and we stopped talking . we've been in and out of relationships . and again , we changed . we've had different mindsets soon after . i had my own friends , and you've had yours . your thinking was obviously different from mine . and then , we couldnt agree on terms . i've gotta admit , we dont live just to please everybody . then again , who does ?
back to this . you said you're stress . over what , i dont wish to ask . and i believe neither do you wanna talk bout it . i've tried time and again that if you need someone , i'd be here . but , you dont seem to need me anyways . and it's fine if you're annoyed with things i do . i mean , i dont please everyone . just that somethings are pretty ridiculous . take things for example . you guys get annoyed with me going mad over kpop . have i the need to actually stop pursuing what i like just to please people ? no . i know , you've been telling me not to waste my time on this and get my ass serious for this year . tbvh , i actually cried when you sent me that sms telling me to focus on my studies and saying you dont want me to retain . that was when you cared . but , i need time to get ack on track . i've strayed from studies for god knows how long . it aint easy . i told my mom not to be shocked if i ever retain this year . not to mention YOU , i've already given up on myself . friendship problems , studies , financial issues and parents . i'm not really surprised when you stopped caring . and , it's fine . i mean , how long have i known you alr ? (:
"lol. reflect about things you did. telling you everything won't even help. Then you'll just say all i wanted was for you tochange " this . reflect on the things i did ? i mean , i didn't do anything wrong . its only in your opinion that i did . and yes , i want you to change . i tried to stop vulgarities and you said you want to as well . but i failed to stop . not only cos you use it on me everytime but our class as well . i mean , nobody can force you to change . i was thinking only of your well being . if you dont want to m then it's fine .
" So you want me to walk to you and pull you away your friends? LOL. Do I look like someone that will do that? " no . you wouldnt . but cos we all found our new friends , we're no longer the same .
idk . you're pissed with me for god knows what and god knows how long . it's just , we dont talk anymore . we aint the same . people change , so do we . we're in a group of different people . you have your mindset and i've got mine . we no longer think the same anyways . but all i wanted was for us to talk . but seems like you've got better friends now . then , i'll back off .
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
5:51 AM

Monday, February 27, 2012
Okay , this is just a notice . Erm , after Beast's concert , i might not update STRAIGHT away . Cos i have a school overseas camp . :/ so , you guys gotta be patient ~ but after that , i'll be making a second respect post for Block B and of course , Cho PD as well . And a appreciation post for Sungyeolleebaby . /omg too mushy/ LOL but anyways , stay tuned ! and dont forget to read my appreciation posts and fan accounts as well ! Follow me on twitter @_yeolboxers and tumblr http://polaroidlov-e.tumblr.com
And there you have it ! Thank you for reading ! Muaks ! <3
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
5:43 AM
So ... I'M BACK ! With a NEW fan account on BOYFRIEND ! :D heeheehee
So ... i got complimentary tickets to Boyfriend & Sistar's showcase ! ^^ Went with Rachel , Courtney , Andrea , Kayleigh , Yuqi , Shipei and Janice ! ^^ Met a new friend Peyyin . ^^
Okay , back to what i was saying , this is another fan account but it's DARN SHORT . Cos the complimentary tickets i got , were practically me going to sit at the media area . :/ But ! That didn't stop me from enjoying myself with Rachel ! Mwahahah . ^^ Neither did it stop Kwangmin from giving me a little fan service either . ^^ and meeting some awesome people which i TOTALLY DONT KNOW . But they seemed like editors of somesort . But one of them was a SISTAR fan . :D and we practically danced to MA BOY standing at our seats ! And as usual , I LOST MY VOICE AGAIN . And didn't turn up at school today cos was having a SUPER bad headache . NO GOOD . :/ but worth the experience !
So ... Boyfriend obviously only payed attention to the middle group of the audience , but that didn't stop me from attracting their attention . And i guess , it pretty much got to Kwangmin instead of Youngmin . :/ but still , one of the twins . I'm guessing it's of not much difference ? Nahh , i still want Youngmin !!!!! D: Talking bout Youngmin , gotta thank Kayleigh for taking a polaroid of Youngmin for me ! Boy was this guy F to the L to the A to the W to the L to the E to the double S ! FLAWLESS IS FLAWLESS K ! Anyways , back to point , so at one point in time , Kwangmin actually turned over to my side and guess what , HE WAVED AT ME . YES . HE WAVED AT ME . What's more , after a while later , KWANGMIN THREW ME A FREAKING HEART . OMG I CAN IMAGINE MYSELF MELTING . BUT IF IT WAS YOUNGMIN , I SWEAR I COULD HAVE FAINTED RIGHT ON THE SPOT . But after the event , Rachel had to cab home . :/ so i was out early and guess what , New Rookie Thai Boy Band , B.O.P ( Boys OF Pynk ) came out ! I ALMOST GOT TO TAKE A PHOTO WITH THAT SUPER CUTE BLONDE GUY AND THIS BITCH JUST PUSHED ME ASIDE . ::~:: but then it's okay ~ when i wanted the take a picture of him , he SMILED AND LOOKED IN THE CAMERA FOR ME DESPITE I DIDNT CALL HIM AT ALL ! How suhweet . <3 cutey ~ and then after that , Andrea came out from the high five event and we ran ALLLLLLL the way to Conrad with Peyyin to meet Yuqi , Kayleight and Shipei ! ^^ Saw Meiling tho . ^^ and then when Boyfriend's van came , we went up to Minwoo's side but got pretty much ignored . And stupid Donghyun dk run go where . D: BUT ! KAYLEIGH GOT A POLAROID OF YOUNGMIN ! AND CLIFFORD GOT A POLAROID OF MINWOO ! Kekekekekekekekekekekekekeke . LOL yeah , i'm guessing that's all . ^^ stay tuned for my Beast fan account okay ?! :D <3
Muaks . <3 :*
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
5:29 AM

Monday, January 23, 2012
Okay , this post is going to be completely irrelevant to K-POP . And yes , it concerns someone who doesn't dare to face up to things and is completely pushing the blame to me . And yes . it's JM .
Honestly speaking , idk why is she so lame . It's like , K-POP says K-POP . If she ain't happy with me liking K-POP then hey , get a life . Why not go hate all the other fans who like K-POP . Oh c'mon . And look , we were going to settle things once and for all last friday . And guess what , she BANGED the table and walked off . Ha . Before she left , here's what she said : " Think about how you treated me last year . " Then tell me , how did i treat you last year ? Become ahlian liao big fuck ah ? I mean it like seriously ? Why not YOU go think ah . In Swagger , Shili , Zoe , Jean . Raynee and Ashwini . Who invited you to my house the most often to ton ? Me . Who tried to make it up to you by spending more time with you ? Me . Who asked you out together and come over to watch shows together ? Them ? or me ? You push the blame to me . And when i tried asking you out , half the time you're with Char . I'm not saying it's Char's fault . But look , if you didn't backstab us all when we were in sec 1 , these problems wouldn't have occured . Look , you know i believe alot in horoscope and here's a very true facts about me . Lie to a scorpio and you'll be striked off the list . If you even get what i mean . AND I HATE GETTING BACKSTABBED OR LIED TO . And when you did so , did i completely ignore you ? No . Did i tell everybody i hate Jiamay ? No . Did i go up to everybody and wash your dirty linen in public ? No . I swear i never did . Why ? COS I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU . I TRUSTED THAT YOU COULD CHANGE . I . TRUSTED . YOU . But you proved me wrong time and again . The previous time over the teen top issue , we " fought " . And IMMEDIATELY GO BACKSTAB ME TO CHAR . But did i backstab you to people ? NO . And the Jean money thing , if you think you're so clear bout the issue , then look . you're not clear bout it at all . This problem is between me and Jean , i don't see why you need to interfere . And your money , i don't see the need to return you the money at all . Justina was right . I shouldn't have . WHO THE FUCK CAME TO MY HOUSE AND TOOK HOME ALL MY TEENS AND TEENAGE MAGAZINE AND NEVER RETURNED ? AND IT WAS FREE OF CHARGE ? YOU GO COUNT ALL THE MAGAZINES . I BELIEVE GOT MORE THAT $10 . MAYBE EVEN MORE THAN $20 . THEN INCLUDING ALL MY DIY STUFF . YOU TOOK HOME FOR FREE . EVEN THOUGH I SAID I COULD GIVE IT TO YOU . GO AND THINK . SO NOW YOU GO AND BITCH BOUT ME TO OTHERS . LOL LOOK IN THE MIRROR BEFORE TALKING . AND MAKE SURE THOSE WORDS GO THROUGH YOUR DAMN BRAIN .
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
9:03 AM

Friday, January 6, 2012
Annyeong ~! ^^v ~ i'm back ~! xD kkkkkk . This post is very irrelevant to K-POP . This is for this special someone . And yeap . Please read this well . ^^
Annyeong ! ^^ You know this post is for you k ! You know it . Stop pretending . xD kkkkkk . xD
Bout' today's incident , don't worry so much about it okie ? ^^ Take it as a lesson taught to me because of what happened in sec 1 . >< And , don't need to stop bullying me . I'm too used to it already . If not i will feel awkward and dk what to talk to you about neh . xD kekeke . I know i very cute . - bluek - :P Anyways , i know you are a good person deep down inside . Don't deny it , you know it . We both shared the same horoscope sign , so i most probably know you better . And i know certain things , you'd care more bout' your pride . But trust me , that , PRIDE , is just something that causes alot of problems . There are sometimes when you really need to ignore your pride to do things . And it will be worth it . I hope you understand what i'm trying to say . >< Anyways , like we promised , we promised to try to cut down on vulgar right ? Let's jiayou together okie ?! ^^ And , thank you for sending me back today . Don't have to feel guilty okay ? Promise ? ^^ And thank you for those comforting words . Really appreciated it . <3 Let's try to curb vulgar okay ?! <3 Hwaiting ! ^^ <3
P/S : Listen to this ! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhmP1pu5yv8&feature=g-all-lik&context=G2bb9bb1FAAAAAAAAVAA
This was the dance i talking about . ^^
xoxo ;
-dine .
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
7:11 AM

Thursday, January 5, 2012
It’s really amazing how Cho PD is willing to risk debuting Block B in Korea with a badass concept . ( Actually , i’ve always wanted a company to debut a group like Block B ) Given Korea’s really strict laws of Ministry of Gender Equality and Family ( MOGEF ) , Cho PD is STILL WILLING to spend money nurturing these little badasses . And , it’s really awesome how he cares so much bout them and just let’s them be who they really are without objecting to being the real badadd within them . And how Cho PD acknowledges us fans’ care and love for Block B and how he reciprocates our love and support for both Cho PD and Block B . And my respect for Cho PD is W - O - W . Really . And believe it or not , Cho PD actually reblogged the link , which was to download Zico’s mixtape ILLEGALLY just made me respect him even more . It’s really difficult to find a good daddy and boss like Cho PD already . How i wish he was my daddy too . ( I wanna be just as badass as him and Block B as well . :x )
As for Block B oppas , they . are . THE . BOMB . I respect Block B for being able to show everyone who they really are and how they appreciate their fans and how they actually really be THEMSELVES . They even dare to do / show their silly derp faces on screen and doesn’t give a shit bout whether they are being judged or not . And I respect Zico for being soooooooooooo badass . I know how narrow minded some people are but i respect him for him . HIM who would just be himself . I mean , do you actually see Korean artists pointing the middle finger , getting caught on camera and just doesn’t give a shit bout what you are gonna bitch about him ? Well , ZICO . THAT IS JUST ZICO . And , do you actually see the second maknae of a group being the leader , handling 6 other derps and he is a derp himself ? As for the other members , i respect each and everyone them for WHO THEY REALLY ARE IN AND OUT . No matter how bad ass they are . And they should be recognized for their talents .
Block B Hwaiting ! Cho PD hwaiting ! Brand New Stardom hwaiting ! Saranghae ! ♥
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
3:50 AM