Saturday, March 24, 2012
Hi ! I'm back ! With this another fan account on ... /rolls drums/ BEAST !
My boys stepped foot on the island on 2 march 2011 . Boy m i miss them so ...
Finally took the time out to type out my memories . ><
I miss YangYoseob ~ D: Meh .
keke . Like the name of their concert says , it's Beautiful Show , and that name wasn't at all a let down . My boys was as beautiful like they always had been . Tho i would like to emphasize on that the stage wasnt even at all proper . And moreover , it was a money sucking company that organized it . Pfft . Ohwellz .
Back to my point , for this time , tho my blog there says that " I'm Lee Sungyeol's " >< if you guys all do not know , B2UTY IS MY NUMBER ONE FANDOM . Just that Sungyeol is my ideal type . :x
Okayokay , no drifting . >< for this time , i wont be writing a FULL FANACCOUNT . Why ? Cos i'm only gonna write what happened . I dont even rmb at what song did things happen at . >< But i'll include the song list at the end . ^^
So ... during Special , the opening song , they usual wont start fanservice YET . But that didn't exactly stop Dongwoon from noticing me . I have no idea why actually . But most prolly cos i didnt hold a fanboard . >< i had no freaking time to do and print photos . D: Then during their first break / interaction time , Junhyung was standing nearer to me . ( I was in the first row of Pen B fyi . >< ) but his collar wasnt proper after the dance of somesorts . So me and Cheryl was shouting " Junhyung oppa ! Junhyung Oppa ! " and waved and did all sorts of hand gestures to attract his attention . And guess what , HE LOOKED AT US ! AND WE POINTED AT OUR COLLARS AND POINTED BACK TO HIM . He gave us a lil blur look at first . But after we did it the second time , he understood and he nodded his head at us and smiled and shifted his collar back in place . ^^ kekeke .
Then , during a particular song , when Seobie was sitting down , me and Cheryl " threw " hearts at him . ( you know , when you form a heart and pretend to " throw " at someone . Okay whatever you get it . >< ) he saw and looked down a mehrong-ed at us !!!!! I WENT SPAZZING LIKE LITERALLY HARDCORE . AND HE LIKE LAUGHED AT ME FOR DOING SO . .______. STUPID SEOB . ><
The second time , i forgot what song was it tho but then the lighting was orange . >< If i'm not wrong they were sitting down . Then my hand could actually intercept between the lighting . So i sorta " played " with the lighting and seobie saw . AND GUESS WHAT HE LAUGHED AT ME AGAIN . HEH . NVM THAT WAS NOT THE END . SO I GAVE HIM THE SUPER SHY SMILE FOR BEING " CHILDISH " . AND HE LIKED SMILED AT ME SHYLY AS WELL AND THEN LAUGHED AGAIN . SILLY BOY . I STILL LUB YOU K . ♥
Then , Dongwoon during i think one of the encore songs , HE ALMOST TOOK MY FREAKING POLAROID CAM K . GELYN AND JASLYN THEY ALL ARE MY EYE FREAKING WITNESSES . AND FUCK THOSE BITCHES WHO SQUASHED ME AND FRIGHTENED DONGWOON OFF . KNNNNNNNN . k chill Geraldine chill . ._.
Ah i freaking lazy type eh how . Kkkkkkk i go do homework liao . kk ? bye . xD Sorry ah . Super lazy today . :x
My boys stepped foot on the island on 2 march 2011 . Boy m i miss them so ...
Finally took the time out to type out my memories . ><
I miss YangYoseob ~ D: Meh .
keke . Like the name of their concert says , it's Beautiful Show , and that name wasn't at all a let down . My boys was as beautiful like they always had been . Tho i would like to emphasize on that the stage wasnt even at all proper . And moreover , it was a money sucking company that organized it . Pfft . Ohwellz .
Back to my point , for this time , tho my blog there says that " I'm Lee Sungyeol's " >< if you guys all do not know , B2UTY IS MY NUMBER ONE FANDOM . Just that Sungyeol is my ideal type . :x
Okayokay , no drifting . >< for this time , i wont be writing a FULL FANACCOUNT . Why ? Cos i'm only gonna write what happened . I dont even rmb at what song did things happen at . >< But i'll include the song list at the end . ^^
So ... during Special , the opening song , they usual wont start fanservice YET . But that didn't exactly stop Dongwoon from noticing me . I have no idea why actually . But most prolly cos i didnt hold a fanboard . >< i had no freaking time to do and print photos . D: Then during their first break / interaction time , Junhyung was standing nearer to me . ( I was in the first row of Pen B fyi . >< ) but his collar wasnt proper after the dance of somesorts . So me and Cheryl was shouting " Junhyung oppa ! Junhyung Oppa ! " and waved and did all sorts of hand gestures to attract his attention . And guess what , HE LOOKED AT US ! AND WE POINTED AT OUR COLLARS AND POINTED BACK TO HIM . He gave us a lil blur look at first . But after we did it the second time , he understood and he nodded his head at us and smiled and shifted his collar back in place . ^^ kekeke .
Then , during a particular song , when Seobie was sitting down , me and Cheryl " threw " hearts at him . ( you know , when you form a heart and pretend to " throw " at someone . Okay whatever you get it . >< ) he saw and looked down a mehrong-ed at us !!!!! I WENT SPAZZING LIKE LITERALLY HARDCORE . AND HE LIKE LAUGHED AT ME FOR DOING SO . .______. STUPID SEOB . ><
The second time , i forgot what song was it tho but then the lighting was orange . >< If i'm not wrong they were sitting down . Then my hand could actually intercept between the lighting . So i sorta " played " with the lighting and seobie saw . AND GUESS WHAT HE LAUGHED AT ME AGAIN . HEH . NVM THAT WAS NOT THE END . SO I GAVE HIM THE SUPER SHY SMILE FOR BEING " CHILDISH " . AND HE LIKED SMILED AT ME SHYLY AS WELL AND THEN LAUGHED AGAIN . SILLY BOY . I STILL LUB YOU K . ♥
Then , Dongwoon during i think one of the encore songs , HE ALMOST TOOK MY FREAKING POLAROID CAM K . GELYN AND JASLYN THEY ALL ARE MY EYE FREAKING WITNESSES . AND FUCK THOSE BITCHES WHO SQUASHED ME AND FRIGHTENED DONGWOON OFF . KNNNNNNNN . k chill Geraldine chill . ._.
Ah i freaking lazy type eh how . Kkkkkkk i go do homework liao . kk ? bye . xD Sorry ah . Super lazy today . :x
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
9:11 PM
9:11 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2012
We've been friends for 7 going on 8 years now . And look what has become of this .
Within these 8 years we've been friends , we've been thru shit loads of problems . and we still over came things . ever since going into sec one , things changed . i still rmb when in sec one , I WAS STILL ABLE TO TELL YOU THINGS . like even the most unfavourable thing . and look at what's it now ? we aint even talking . it's really fine if you dont tell me everything . nobody said you had to account to me for everything . after the sec one incident where i was a loner in a way , we already stopped talking . cos why ? you were with them . i didn't even dare breathe to you a single word . after that , we didn't talk . i found my " new " friends and you found yours . we drifted , we changed and we stopped talking . we've been in and out of relationships . and again , we changed . we've had different mindsets soon after . i had my own friends , and you've had yours . your thinking was obviously different from mine . and then , we couldnt agree on terms . i've gotta admit , we dont live just to please everybody . then again , who does ?
back to this . you said you're stress . over what , i dont wish to ask . and i believe neither do you wanna talk bout it . i've tried time and again that if you need someone , i'd be here . but , you dont seem to need me anyways . and it's fine if you're annoyed with things i do . i mean , i dont please everyone . just that somethings are pretty ridiculous . take things for example . you guys get annoyed with me going mad over kpop . have i the need to actually stop pursuing what i like just to please people ? no . i know , you've been telling me not to waste my time on this and get my ass serious for this year . tbvh , i actually cried when you sent me that sms telling me to focus on my studies and saying you dont want me to retain . that was when you cared . but , i need time to get ack on track . i've strayed from studies for god knows how long . it aint easy . i told my mom not to be shocked if i ever retain this year . not to mention YOU , i've already given up on myself . friendship problems , studies , financial issues and parents . i'm not really surprised when you stopped caring . and , it's fine . i mean , how long have i known you alr ? (:
"lol. reflect about things you did. telling you everything won't even help. Then you'll just say all i wanted was for you tochange " this . reflect on the things i did ? i mean , i didn't do anything wrong . its only in your opinion that i did . and yes , i want you to change . i tried to stop vulgarities and you said you want to as well . but i failed to stop . not only cos you use it on me everytime but our class as well . i mean , nobody can force you to change . i was thinking only of your well being . if you dont want to m then it's fine .
" So you want me to walk to you and pull you away your friends? LOL. Do I look like someone that will do that? " no . you wouldnt . but cos we all found our new friends , we're no longer the same .
idk . you're pissed with me for god knows what and god knows how long . it's just , we dont talk anymore . we aint the same . people change , so do we . we're in a group of different people . you have your mindset and i've got mine . we no longer think the same anyways . but all i wanted was for us to talk . but seems like you've got better friends now . then , i'll back off .
Within these 8 years we've been friends , we've been thru shit loads of problems . and we still over came things . ever since going into sec one , things changed . i still rmb when in sec one , I WAS STILL ABLE TO TELL YOU THINGS . like even the most unfavourable thing . and look at what's it now ? we aint even talking . it's really fine if you dont tell me everything . nobody said you had to account to me for everything . after the sec one incident where i was a loner in a way , we already stopped talking . cos why ? you were with them . i didn't even dare breathe to you a single word . after that , we didn't talk . i found my " new " friends and you found yours . we drifted , we changed and we stopped talking . we've been in and out of relationships . and again , we changed . we've had different mindsets soon after . i had my own friends , and you've had yours . your thinking was obviously different from mine . and then , we couldnt agree on terms . i've gotta admit , we dont live just to please everybody . then again , who does ?
back to this . you said you're stress . over what , i dont wish to ask . and i believe neither do you wanna talk bout it . i've tried time and again that if you need someone , i'd be here . but , you dont seem to need me anyways . and it's fine if you're annoyed with things i do . i mean , i dont please everyone . just that somethings are pretty ridiculous . take things for example . you guys get annoyed with me going mad over kpop . have i the need to actually stop pursuing what i like just to please people ? no . i know , you've been telling me not to waste my time on this and get my ass serious for this year . tbvh , i actually cried when you sent me that sms telling me to focus on my studies and saying you dont want me to retain . that was when you cared . but , i need time to get ack on track . i've strayed from studies for god knows how long . it aint easy . i told my mom not to be shocked if i ever retain this year . not to mention YOU , i've already given up on myself . friendship problems , studies , financial issues and parents . i'm not really surprised when you stopped caring . and , it's fine . i mean , how long have i known you alr ? (:
"lol. reflect about things you did. telling you everything won't even help. Then you'll just say all i wanted was for you tochange " this . reflect on the things i did ? i mean , i didn't do anything wrong . its only in your opinion that i did . and yes , i want you to change . i tried to stop vulgarities and you said you want to as well . but i failed to stop . not only cos you use it on me everytime but our class as well . i mean , nobody can force you to change . i was thinking only of your well being . if you dont want to m then it's fine .
" So you want me to walk to you and pull you away your friends? LOL. Do I look like someone that will do that? " no . you wouldnt . but cos we all found our new friends , we're no longer the same .
idk . you're pissed with me for god knows what and god knows how long . it's just , we dont talk anymore . we aint the same . people change , so do we . we're in a group of different people . you have your mindset and i've got mine . we no longer think the same anyways . but all i wanted was for us to talk . but seems like you've got better friends now . then , i'll back off .
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
5:51 AM
5:51 AM