Sunday, March 11, 2012
We've been friends for 7 going on 8 years now . And look what has become of this .
Within these 8 years we've been friends , we've been thru shit loads of problems . and we still over came things . ever since going into sec one , things changed . i still rmb when in sec one , I WAS STILL ABLE TO TELL YOU THINGS . like even the most unfavourable thing . and look at what's it now ? we aint even talking . it's really fine if you dont tell me everything . nobody said you had to account to me for everything . after the sec one incident where i was a loner in a way , we already stopped talking . cos why ? you were with them . i didn't even dare breathe to you a single word . after that , we didn't talk . i found my " new " friends and you found yours . we drifted , we changed and we stopped talking . we've been in and out of relationships . and again , we changed . we've had different mindsets soon after . i had my own friends , and you've had yours . your thinking was obviously different from mine . and then , we couldnt agree on terms . i've gotta admit , we dont live just to please everybody . then again , who does ?
back to this . you said you're stress . over what , i dont wish to ask . and i believe neither do you wanna talk bout it . i've tried time and again that if you need someone , i'd be here . but , you dont seem to need me anyways . and it's fine if you're annoyed with things i do . i mean , i dont please everyone . just that somethings are pretty ridiculous . take things for example . you guys get annoyed with me going mad over kpop . have i the need to actually stop pursuing what i like just to please people ? no . i know , you've been telling me not to waste my time on this and get my ass serious for this year . tbvh , i actually cried when you sent me that sms telling me to focus on my studies and saying you dont want me to retain . that was when you cared . but , i need time to get ack on track . i've strayed from studies for god knows how long . it aint easy . i told my mom not to be shocked if i ever retain this year . not to mention YOU , i've already given up on myself . friendship problems , studies , financial issues and parents . i'm not really surprised when you stopped caring . and , it's fine . i mean , how long have i known you alr ? (:
"lol. reflect about things you did. telling you everything won't even help. Then you'll just say all i wanted was for you tochange " this . reflect on the things i did ? i mean , i didn't do anything wrong . its only in your opinion that i did . and yes , i want you to change . i tried to stop vulgarities and you said you want to as well . but i failed to stop . not only cos you use it on me everytime but our class as well . i mean , nobody can force you to change . i was thinking only of your well being . if you dont want to m then it's fine .
" So you want me to walk to you and pull you away your friends? LOL. Do I look like someone that will do that? " no . you wouldnt . but cos we all found our new friends , we're no longer the same .
idk . you're pissed with me for god knows what and god knows how long . it's just , we dont talk anymore . we aint the same . people change , so do we . we're in a group of different people . you have your mindset and i've got mine . we no longer think the same anyways . but all i wanted was for us to talk . but seems like you've got better friends now . then , i'll back off .
Within these 8 years we've been friends , we've been thru shit loads of problems . and we still over came things . ever since going into sec one , things changed . i still rmb when in sec one , I WAS STILL ABLE TO TELL YOU THINGS . like even the most unfavourable thing . and look at what's it now ? we aint even talking . it's really fine if you dont tell me everything . nobody said you had to account to me for everything . after the sec one incident where i was a loner in a way , we already stopped talking . cos why ? you were with them . i didn't even dare breathe to you a single word . after that , we didn't talk . i found my " new " friends and you found yours . we drifted , we changed and we stopped talking . we've been in and out of relationships . and again , we changed . we've had different mindsets soon after . i had my own friends , and you've had yours . your thinking was obviously different from mine . and then , we couldnt agree on terms . i've gotta admit , we dont live just to please everybody . then again , who does ?
back to this . you said you're stress . over what , i dont wish to ask . and i believe neither do you wanna talk bout it . i've tried time and again that if you need someone , i'd be here . but , you dont seem to need me anyways . and it's fine if you're annoyed with things i do . i mean , i dont please everyone . just that somethings are pretty ridiculous . take things for example . you guys get annoyed with me going mad over kpop . have i the need to actually stop pursuing what i like just to please people ? no . i know , you've been telling me not to waste my time on this and get my ass serious for this year . tbvh , i actually cried when you sent me that sms telling me to focus on my studies and saying you dont want me to retain . that was when you cared . but , i need time to get ack on track . i've strayed from studies for god knows how long . it aint easy . i told my mom not to be shocked if i ever retain this year . not to mention YOU , i've already given up on myself . friendship problems , studies , financial issues and parents . i'm not really surprised when you stopped caring . and , it's fine . i mean , how long have i known you alr ? (:
"lol. reflect about things you did. telling you everything won't even help. Then you'll just say all i wanted was for you tochange " this . reflect on the things i did ? i mean , i didn't do anything wrong . its only in your opinion that i did . and yes , i want you to change . i tried to stop vulgarities and you said you want to as well . but i failed to stop . not only cos you use it on me everytime but our class as well . i mean , nobody can force you to change . i was thinking only of your well being . if you dont want to m then it's fine .
" So you want me to walk to you and pull you away your friends? LOL. Do I look like someone that will do that? " no . you wouldnt . but cos we all found our new friends , we're no longer the same .
idk . you're pissed with me for god knows what and god knows how long . it's just , we dont talk anymore . we aint the same . people change , so do we . we're in a group of different people . you have your mindset and i've got mine . we no longer think the same anyways . but all i wanted was for us to talk . but seems like you've got better friends now . then , i'll back off .
Kisses that seals our lips together . ♥
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